A whole new year, a whole new challenge (or many challenges?)

Since end of last year, I have been having this very strong feeling that this year's gonna be a very different year, not only to me, but to those around me, and I guess maybe almost everyone! I wasn't sure why, but I just had this feeling that it's gonna be a year of changes and a year of challenges. Was pretty excited to start the year, came up with lots of new year's resolution but haven't posted them up.. Eekz! will do that later.

So I have recently just accepted a huge challenge. To do something that I have never done before, and never even dreamed of doing before. I'm not sure why things are moving towards this direction, but I hope I'm not hearing wrongly and I'm doing the right thing. Although things have not officially started, I'm already starting to feel the pressure. It isn't easy for me to blend into a group of people whom I've never really had much ties with, since I have the tendency to close up myself quite often. Not only that, there're so many issues going on, and expectations too I guess from those who are looking, on top of the expectations I have of myself. I've always been the pampered one, but now taking on this role probably means saying goodbye to the "me" who always hide behind someone bigger? How am I going to do it? If I were alone, it's impossible. But I know I'm not. =)

Could this be what I've been feeling? Could this be the reason I'm back? Will they accept me? Am I the right person? I don't know.

Apart from that, i can foresee many new challenges coming along in the near future, including ending my student life and stepping into a working young adult's life, settling one million issues before I can officially start my nursing career, earning my own income, adapting to a whole new environment of the health system and nursing in malaysia, brother leaving to overseas for studies, etc plus others which I have not forseen.

My my... *takes a deep breath in* I shall take each one as they come with all the courage I have and all that my dear Lord gives me! JIAYOUUUUU!!! =D