三年了。。。

转折点

感谢主，给了我一个平静的最后一天。虽然要离开是自己的选择，但是在这个时候，还是挺伤感的。我一定会很想念这里的环境，病人，同事还有医生。真舍不得啊！

但想念归想念，接下来要面对的，是极限的挑战，要加油啊！

心情真复杂，又兴奋又很害怕。>.<

雨天的宁静

今天，又下雨了。陪着我一个病人，我们走到了天台的花园，她说，那里的空气让他比较舒服。我很幸运的，在这种天气，在工作的时候，还能忙里偷闲，享受这场雨带来的宁静。我看着天空和周围的花花草草，珍惜着这一刻，珍惜着我下星期之后，可能再也感受不到的心情。

下雨天

最近，特别喜欢下雨天的天气。阴阴凉凉的，听着雨滴滴答答地下着。。

再听一首抒情的歌，仔细听每一个音符，每一个节奏，沉浸在整个旋律里。。仿佛时间慢了下来，紧绷的神经也放松了，感觉真舒服啊！

"It's Not Right For You"

My head, my head is full of things that I should've done
My heart, my heart is heavy, and it sinks like a stone

She said, "Is this the life you've been dreaming of
Spending half the day away from the things you love?
It's not too late to do something new."

She said, "It's hard enough trying to live your life.
But not following your dreams made you dead inside.
If you don't love what you do."

It's not right, it's not right for you
If you even have to think about it
It's not right, it's not right for you
If you really have to think about it
You got one life to love what you do

My hands, my hands are scarred by things I shouldn't have done
My feet, my feet are weary from all the miles that I've run

She said, "Open your mind, take a look within.
Are you happy with the world that you're living in?
If not, you gotta change what you do."

She said, "And lately I don't see you smiling lot.
Are you happy here with me and the things we've got?
If you can't say that it's true."

It's not right, it's not right for you
If you even have to think about it
It's not right, it's not right for you
If you really have to think about it
You got one life to love what you do

If we don't do something now then we'll never know
If we stay here too long then we'll, we'll never grow old
So, before it's too late and it's killing you, yeah
We've only one life to live. So love what you do

It's not right, it's not right for you
If you even have to think about it
It's not right, it's not right for you
If you really have to think about it
You got one life to love what you do

In the end, in the end
Better hold 'cause you're take it all in
In the end, in the end
You got one life to love what you do
In the end, in the end
Better hold 'cause you're take it all in
In the end, in the end
You got one life to love what you do

Only He can fill that void in us

原本以为时间可以冲淡一切，但原来，有些刻骨铭心的事，是不管过了多久都忘不了的。

地心引力

只要真心相爱，就像地心引力一样，不管你分开多远多久，终究都会永远在一起。

最近听到了这句话，觉得好美。

烦！

你知道吗，以前我有个朋友，他很好，但是却常弄得我哭。最后我们断绝了来往。

受不了了！！谁来救我！谁来教我！

现实

事实常常和我想的不太一样。我一直以为，当你爱一个人的时候，你会想做能让她开心的事。原来有人不是这样想的。

有些人、事、物，好像怎样也忘不掉，放不下。

如果有机会重来，你还会做出同样的决定吗？

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qtFBRJFN3p8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iFx-5PGLgb4

这些，都是你想要的吗？你，幸福吗？不知道这样反复的情绪是否健康。也不知道这一切的争执是否会创造更美好的未来。这样相撞的个性，是好还是不好呢？

Everything is a lie

困惑

为什么还是这样？我应该更努力吗？还是，我们是不是不适合在一起啊？不知道其他情侣/夫妻是怎么样的呢？是不是都是这样？