真正的爱情

今晚出席了一个丧礼。听说刚过世的公公在生的时候，和他的太太是形影不离的。他们说，只要见到婆婆，就知道公公一定就在她后面。听到这个，突然很感触。以后，我和我的丈夫，会是这样吗？真的希望我们的感情能像他们一样，如此坚固，如此甜蜜。不管到了什么年龄，都还是彼此爱护，彼此依靠。

谁说爱情不能永恒，谁说没有金钱支撑的爱情是不切实际？今晚，我就见证了一对打破了这些错误的信念的夫妇。他们活到了八十多岁，彼此都苍老了，身体都很虚弱，两个都患有不同的疾病，但他们却仍然深爱着，扶持着对方。

真正的爱情，是可以长久的。不管他或她的样貌如何，不管他或她有没有钱，不管全世界对他们投什么眼光，只要他们之间有的是真正的爱情，它就能长久，他们就能永远幸福。因为幸福，只能用心去衡量，而不是金钱，美貌，或其他。

这，是我深信的。=）

To go? Not to go?

I have no idea what to think anymore... Which path should I take.. God, oh God... What am I suppose to do? Should I go? Should I stay? What's Your answer?

最近，特别想你。。不管自己多忙，脑袋总是能抽空想你一下。。

你，最近还好吗？

What do you do?

When things don't happen the way you'd like them to and everything seems to be going downhill; When the future becomes so uncertain, the question "where do you think you'd be in 3 years time" sounds like a joke; When you wonder if you've made the right decisions through your struggles; When you question if there is a reason behind everything that's happening, or is it just the consequences of your wrong decisions; When all the worries you can think of starts crashing on you at the same time; When you feel like you're all alone and no one would understand; When you feel like screaming your heart out, or jumping off a cliff, or just stay in bed and cry all day, even when you know it doesn't solve any of your problems; When you feel suffocated but there doesn't seem to be any way out... What do you do?

You can only cling on to the bible.. To the promises He gave you.. You can only cling on to faith.. Believing that our God is greater, and even if you did make a mistake, God is able to use it for good.. You can only cling on to joy, because you know depression will only eat you up and make things worse... You can only cling on to prayer, because He said prayer can move mountains... You can only cling on to God, because He knows your every thoughts and every tear, and He gives you strength to survive every single day... You desperately hold on to whatever God has to offer, because you realize nothing else really helps...

At the end, you see His power, His greatness, His majesty, His beauty, His glory, His mercy, His grace, and His love... You see Him in your life... And you stand in awe of Him...